oh how we've waited

Back in 08 when we felt a calling toward adoption in Africa, never did I think that we would still be waiting in 2013!  God's plan is the best though and we now have a face to go with the dream.  I just love his sweet smile and his kissable checks and lips and it's just become really hard to wait!  They say it could take up to a year and they say we could not end up with this adorable little guy.  It's a little hard to take in.  I often sit and wonder what he is doing and if he's had enough food and if he's sick and who has held him today?  It's hard to start to love someone and have the risk of losing them.  But this is the journey God has led us too so I'm going to walk this road of hard & just trust.